Who am I?

So since I am new to this thing, there's alot that I still have to learn about blogging. And I have just come to realize that I suck at it! lol

I came back to the library to blog some more because I was pissed at my family, but I can't do it (go figure)...why am I such a nice person?? Or do I just try to seem like a nice person? That's what confuses me. I am such an attention horder that there was a time when I would say/do just about anything to get people to like me. Have I changed? Or am I still the same attention seeking drama queen that I've always been? I've told so many lies in my past that I started to believe them myself. And now I'm stuck picking up the broken pieces of my past trying so hard to put them back together.

All those lies have made me into an entirely different person than I wsas three years ago, which one is the real me? Why is it so hard to find out who I really am? Behind all the facade's and deceitfulness (did I spell that right?), behind every person I've become to please others, who. am. I?

I've asked myself that question so many times, and it's hard to really know for sure. I'm trying to just be true to myself and to those who surround me, but what else can I do? ... IDK...

I guess I'm done spilling for now... until next time <3

**kisses**