I am currently at the library thinking about how totally random this blog is. Unfortunately it isn't to showcase my master writing abilities... they do not exist. Nor is it to keep you updated on a project I'm working on like in Julie&Julia (I can't stick to anything for too long). It's a totally random and quite strange blog about my life.
I'm not even sure if anyone will ever read this. It's just good to get everything out of my system and be open and honest with the world. Now of course I've considered the possibility that all of my personal information could end up in the wrong hands...but I have nothing to hide. So pick and probe all you want :D
So I guess I'll just start at the beginning.
All my life I've known I was different from all of the other guys my age. When they'd talk about sports, girls and more sports, I thought about cooking, guys, and theatre. I mean, I didn't think anything was wrong with it at the time, I just knew it was different.
In the third grade i started "experimenting" with some of the boys in my class. We'd all ask to go to the restroom and once inside we'd touch and kiss, not having the slightest idea what we were doing! It was fun, but after we got caught by other boys in our class it was over. Not to mention embarrassing.
That was when I knew I liked boys. third grade, can you believe it? And I still have people say "you're only a teenager, you don't know what you like" lmao.
So was there an incident that specifically made me gay? No. I wasn't raised by all girls, I didn't play with dolls (alot), and at that point in my life I hadn't been sexually abused by anyone. So people don't "turn" gay...just to get that settled.
**kisses**
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