So much has happened since we've last spoken... where do I start? How about where I left off last time?
So I'm trying to forget about that whole fiasco last week. It was just an emotional week for me, and I didn't think I could handle it. But I talked to my dad, and in his demented idea of advice, helped me a lot. He basically said that I've been through ten times worse and gotten through it a stronger person, and after coming this far how could i even think about giving up? And I had to think about that... When I thought I wasn't going to be able to come to New York I cried like a baby, I thought my life was over. But here I am, and I'm having second thoughts? It was just an emotional period and I'm beyond over it!
One thing that really helped me was going to Central Park with a friend of mine. I saw how beautiful everything was around me and I knew in my heart that this is where I belong. There's nowhere on Earth I'd rather be than studying acting in New York City. My childhood dream has come true, now where do I go from here?
I think I'm extremely blessed to have the friends that I have. They support me in everything that I do, and because of them I really feel at home here. It's funny that after only a month (barely) I've grown so close to this group of people, we have our own little inside jokes (hence the title) and our own little traditions!
It's hard being away from home, but theres a certain sense of freedom that makes you want to stay. Yeah, we're broke and the only thing in the fridge is a jar of queso, some nutella and half a bottle of milk...but we're here! We're doing what so many people cannot...following our dreams! Now lets see where they take us. :)
~*kisses*~
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